Hey.


Well, I think I'm growing up. Lately I've just been thinking alot, with My Insomnia, I've just had lots of time to sit and think. I've began to see what a bastard I've been for the past three years. Wether it be being horrible to people for no reason, people who have done nothing but care for me, I am sorry to you. I am sorry to all the people I've ever upset, caused despair or caused any harm too. I am sorry for the way I've acted, No one knows the real me, I've always acted as someone I'm not. (Though, I've started coming more into my own this year). I'm sorry for fucking up in general, Theres so many times I've done stuff wrong which I have regretted. I'm sorry for breaking anyone's heart, for the past 3 years, I've been an insensitive jerk..If anything, Thats led to my fear of commitment, so thats a kick in my balls. I'm sorry for ever making you cry, I never meant to hurt you. I'm sorry for insulting you, when all I was trying to do was say I care for you. I'm sorry for being that scumbag everyone hates. I'm sorry for not being there when you need it most. I'm Sorry for being me.

Lately, I've been talking to people I haven't talked to properly ever, Or we've just lost touch. It makes me sad to think that I've lost certain friends, Some people I miss talking too, I wish I could of made a better impression. Again, I'm sorry.


Im sorry for trying to be someone I'm not.